Not long to go before it's time to head home.. And I'm still not ready to say goodbye. Or rather, it hasn't actually registered in my head that I need to. For some odd reason, I don't feel sad, and I don't know why. Has it not sunk in yet that I'm going to leave the country? All week, all month I've been saying goodbyes, farewells, and well-wishes to the people who've made this place like my second home.. Students, friends, co-workers.. I *know* I'm going to miss them, yet somehow right now I don't feel anything. Is this some kind of ridiculously delayed reaction? Is it only going to sink in when I'm sitting on the plane tomorrow? Or is it because in my mind I'm already thinking I'll come back to Korea?
Even so.. There are still some people that won't be here if I come back, so by all logic I should be sad.. I don't know why all I can feel is.. numbness.
Hmm. :(
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